The Paradox is me
I am sick and tired of writing about myself, my life. I want to write , I wanna do something for someone other than me, I wanna think for the society , for the city I live in , for the country I am a national to .
This thought of mine in words is because I have nothing to write? Is it because I have everything to write but nothing interesting to write? Is it because I everything interesting to write about but nothing to interest you ?
I write in this very post of mine to impress you, to interest you. My life in this virtual blog revolves around the comments I receive. The more I receive the more I write. The more I write the more I feel good. The more I write the more I try to impress you.
There have been innumerable times where I read , reread my posts so that I get to notice what I feel I missed out , so that I get to notice , is it interesting you ?
I wanna do big , I wanna be big , I wanna help others be big . I wanna be the one!
But nothing I want, wants to happen,
Because I make nothing happen!
Sometimes I pose my own questions and answer them myself, or rather always.
This post of mine may be a farewell to whatever I wrote out here. I wanna write something new, something which excites people, something which inspires me. I write for the people rather than me.
My posts have always had a hint of darkness and I liked it that way, I would want to have the darkness transferred to my post and feel it that way.
Sometimes it crosses the level of insane-ness. And that’s how I like it.
These are just fragment of my thoughts I wish to write, probably a gist of what all provoked me to write, probably a gist of what all I wrote.
Lastly and contradicting everything I wrote, I will continue to write about myself, my thoughts because that’s how I get to read them.
But but but I will also write about what I feel I should be, the world at large.
And,
This is me,
Yours Paradoxically,
Ataullah or rather Me .
20 January 2008 at 8:52 am
Guess what, you've been doing just fine and your posts have always been unique (yep with a bit of darkness). Do continue to write here if not often.
I for one ain't a big fan of people writing just mundane things.
Cheers!!
20 January 2008 at 9:41 am
ah that was confusingly interesting n interestingly confusing!!! You sure do live n think in paradoxes....as a matter of fact,we all do....its just that we don't realize it....was cool...will visit your blog again if i have time to spare from a busy-for-nothing life..
As for your comment on my blog,what do you expect?You see maybe it ain't blaring on my blog,but I really am NOT a fan of plagiarism....sour,dull,spicy,sweet,boring or whatever....that's simply me in verses....n ya...I ACTUALLY write that stuff....
Keep writing!
20 January 2008 at 10:51 am
@ J
man ! thanks . you really keep me going .
i wil continue to write for sure
20 January 2008 at 10:53 am
@ Apeksha
yes ! rightly said . everyone lives in paradoxes and we don't even realize it .
thanks , sure . will be waiting :)
20 January 2008 at 4:28 pm
:P thts ok....you see, ive got too many of the "that cant be your stuff!" kind of exclamations before...even from my teachers so m touchy bout it :D...neway cya ltr cheers!
21 January 2008 at 11:23 am
:) talent has its non believers !
22 January 2008 at 11:14 pm
there is a lil bit of u in me and a lot of me in u!! :)
24 January 2008 at 6:05 pm
Reply to ur comments on "i believe in destiny" i didnt mean that i blindly believe destiny...what i was trying to convey was "do ur best n if something goes wrong then dont cry...think tat it has to happen so it happend n get along with ur life".....i tried to say this by saying wat has happend with me....Anyways thats really nice to see ur comments...thank u so much....n thanks for liking my blog
24 January 2008 at 7:53 pm
@ Gunj there is always a lot of me in everyone , considering my size :P
24 January 2008 at 7:55 pm
@ Praneetha :) alright i get it . wont cry over it :P. was a pleasure commenting there too :)
30 January 2008 at 12:18 pm
bro..write about me; when you are tired of your paradoxes. I am a good RELIEF